Okay. First of all, I love you for continuing this story because it is quite possible, my most favorite thing ever written for any fandom EVER.
I love how you brought back the theme of defeat. I love that you actually made Dean believable. I love that this REALLY is exactly how Dean would break. I love that Sam is SO coldhearted. I love that Dean STILL loves him. I love that in a completely and utterly fucked up way, Sam loves Dean.
I still can’t get over just how much I love the shower part. The cold water and the chattering is SO vivid in my mind. I adore how calm Sam is because he KNOWS he has Dean. That scene just seems so visceral to me. I fucking heart it babe.
GOD then we have hustler!Dean and sa;lkjfdasdl;k ZOMG. That was the best best BEST thing I have ever read. Sam demanded harder, Dean cries, the trick freaks and Dean STILL wants to make it good for SAM. *flaily arms* baby, you KNOW exactly how to kill me.
Then we get to Dean completely unable to find release without Sam. We gets Dean’s complete and utter dependency. Kinda like me on you, but minus the whole possessed by a demon, incestuous part. That is, unless our parents have been lying to us. In which case, you’re moving up here forevers :D
GAHH I LOVE SAM MANIPULATING DEAN!!! SO SO SO SEXY!!!! And Dean is SO thankful that he’ll take anything *sobs for him* it just makes me love you even harder knowing you have one more part to this whole thing ;)
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Date: 2006-10-10 02:09 am (UTC)I love how you brought back the theme of defeat. I love that you actually made Dean believable. I love that this REALLY is exactly how Dean would break. I love that Sam is SO coldhearted. I love that Dean STILL loves him. I love that in a completely and utterly fucked up way, Sam loves Dean.
I still can’t get over just how much I love the shower part. The cold water and the chattering is SO vivid in my mind. I adore how calm Sam is because he KNOWS he has Dean. That scene just seems so visceral to me. I fucking heart it babe.
GOD then we have hustler!Dean and sa;lkjfdasdl;k ZOMG. That was the best best BEST thing I have ever read. Sam demanded harder, Dean cries, the trick freaks and Dean STILL wants to make it good for SAM. *flaily arms* baby, you KNOW exactly how to kill me.
Then we get to Dean completely unable to find release without Sam. We gets Dean’s complete and utter dependency. Kinda like me on you, but minus the whole possessed by a demon, incestuous part. That is, unless our parents have been lying to us. In which case, you’re moving up here forevers :D
GAHH I LOVE SAM MANIPULATING DEAN!!! SO SO SO SEXY!!!! And Dean is SO thankful that he’ll take anything *sobs for him* it just makes me love you even harder knowing you have one more part to this whole thing ;)